Twenty One

Twenty-one..only a few days I will turn 21, how time tickin so fast, it's just a coming of age.. actually for me it is scary how time flies so fast and u need to face the reality that u now standing on your own feet n now I am confusing and still wondering. Tho I do not completely figure out about who am I actually but at least now I know a few things about myself that I need to change. Not to forget when we r bz growing up and at the same time our parents are growing old :(.

We can't guarantee tomorrow but now n then I will always grateful for everything that I have even though not born on a silver platter but my parents raised me with love. I know the meaning of 'family'. I live in a sweet life although not everything went smoothly all the time, yeah but all the bumps and rough ways that we've been through known as a process of growing n learning. To, my close friends or my best friends though we are bz with our own life rn, we r bz n choose the different path. But we can always find each other. Maybe we might not be able to talk or skype all the time but I hope that all of u  know that I will be there whenever u need me. N for those who actually happened to know me, maybe as an acquainted, I am not that easy to express emotions so if u know me as 'quiet' or 'introvert' person. You are WRong. I can guarantee u that, hehe. I can be weird, careless, clumsy, loud, funny(I don't know but from my classmates perspectives) , sleepyhead, workaholic(kalau last minute buat kerja), pelupa, etc.

I am far from perfect. I am competitive. I am overthinking. I love singing and dancing like a fool in my bedroom. So 21, I hope that at this age I don't have to care about what people will think about me. Just let it be, even I can have wrong first impressions toward others. Even I used to judge others. So just live happily..  now I have a  new interest to learn judo. Martial art is vital n I do think other than silat, taekwando and Karate-do, Judo is interesting too. I know la a little bit of terms in judo such as nakbeop, jido, eobochegi, hanpan. I need to sleep now, tomorrow I need to attend mandarin class. How sad I need to spend my holiday after final in uni. BYEE